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Migration Notice.

Migrating back to LovesYuu, I no longer go by the name Mokata.

Boys

Today, I was pretty pissed off about boys.
Why? Because someone has been mistreating me lately.
How? Lemme make an average list
1. I haven't seen him for about a month.
2. He can say the meanest things ever and is aware of how I can get pissed off
(Apparently he thinks I get pissed off easily, No way. All my friends says that they would be pissed off as well. Bastard..)
3. In the middle of the conversation, he sometimes goes: I'm gonna go play a game now. Or: My friends telling me to go on Dragon Lair ttyl.
UGHH!!!!! HE PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH!!
Maybe I'm too sensitive but, I can actually cry about this you know. Like, it really makes me feel hurt. Like I'm not worth his time and all.
(Shit I'm kinda tearing a little ehehe..)
I swear... guys are so insensitive! Not only that but they're STUPID, CARELESS, LAZY, ETC. ETC. ETC.
I don't understand it, seriously.
Okay not all guys are like that, just guys in my age. (14~15) THEY'RE SO IMMATURE.
SIGHHH. I guess this is why parents don't want their kids to get into relationships at this age.
BECAUSE GIRL'S WILL GET FUCKING HURT AND HEARTBROKEN FROM STUPID RETARDED GUYS.
AND GUYS WILL HURT OTHER GIRLS.
GAWSH. OMG WTFF!!!!! (In SO MUCH RAGE)
STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID MALE HUMANS!!! I DON'T UNDERSTAND THIS!
I HATE MEN SO MUCH, YET I CAN FEEL SPECIAL FEELINGS FROM THE HEART TOWARD THIS ONE GUY.
.. What is it that attracts me to him. Right now I can't feel any love or care from him.
(Crap my eyes are really starting to water.)
He won't really leave his house for me unless one of this friends are going to be with us.
He won't even wake up a little earlier so I can come over.
I don't get it, why why WHY WHY WHYYY!!!
And when I phoned him, he hanged up on me becauase he was at an Internet Cafe playing games.
When I told him that he hanged up on me, and that I kinda predicted he would do so.
And he was all like: Oh you knew? Awesomeee.
I don't get it how is it awesome? That I predicted well or another reason.
Ugh, I feel so hurt. I want to kinda cry, but.. My mom will wonder why I'm crying and all.
Ahaha.. What a nice life. I have no reason to look forward to another new school year.
I wonder if I'll even survive without emotional problems.
I'm so stupid and easily angered and have so much flaws.
Even he pointed it out. Ahahaha.
Ahahaa..
I hate myself.

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My Sins.

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My Happy Apple Trip. :D

SAAAWPPP.
...
Sorry. LOL.
Okay, thanks to Wilson I remembered to update my blog.
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Today, Qian, Wilson and I went to downtown.
We took the skytrain from Brighouse all the way to Vancouver City Centre.
After the skytrain ride, we went to the Pacific Centre.
Why? Because we are going on a HAPPY APPLE TRIP! :DDDDD
Qian led us to the epic silverywhite and black store filled with iPads, iPhones and many other Apple products.
The thing I liked best was the wacom tablets and Beats headphones by Dr.Dre.
[I shouldn't have tried them on, they felt soo good I want them now.]
SOOOOO...
Qian and Wilson was walking around the store, mostly around the laptops, computers and iPods. o-o
The most epic thing was that this one computer had a PIANO keyboard connected.
So Qian ended up opening the Garage Band program on it and started making some music. :O
[I will not list every song he played, I can't remember... But I will say he is pro.]
After that, Qian asked Wilson what he thought about the store.
He was SATISFIED.
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After the Apple Trip, we took the skytrain back to Aberdeen.
We went to this Chinese Electronics Store because Qian needed to get a pair of earphones and a charger. (They were probably fake though.)
On the way there, Wilson warned Qian about the 'compound' he stepped on before. (We mean dog crap/shit/feces/etc.)
Qian angrily spazzed back (as usual) that he will not step on any this time.
Then he ended up looking down and watch out for his steps almost the whole way there.
When we reached the very empty building in the middle of nowhere (to me), somehow the guys ended up talking about Security Checks.
All of a sudden Qian rolled his sleeves up and proceede to molest (SARCASM) Wilson.
It was so damn fucking wtfbbqlolol awkward I laughed so hard.
Qian was laughing really hard too. (Pedo)
Wilson was extrememly speechless, I wonder if his face expression was priceless.
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At the Electronic Store, I mainly digged through the iPod cases for the popular devil cases.
Or stared at the epic sharp phone that I am dying to get.
I'm not really sure what the guys were doing. Probably talking about stuff for iPads. O:
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Then on the way back.
Oh damn.
We were talking and got lost in the middle of nowhere.
Since we were already very very tired from walking around, this was almost living hell.
Especially in the heat, it was about 5476896735 degrees celsius (SARCASM).
Luckily, Qian is like a living GPS with a chinese accent.
He was the only hope we had to survive this. <-Sarcasm, we could've called someone for help if he was useless.
Somehow we ended up near this weird place called: Richmond International High School and College.
This is where we stopped for a while.
And then, somehow Qian and Wilson got in a fight; Qian was very pissed off.
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Of course, we got this settled and continued on our long journey to a 'civilised area.' (As Qian would call it.)
At one point we saw this really weird street sign that said Odlin on both sides.. It was confusing.
All of us were very happy when we found the McDonald's near Lansdowne.
We went inside for the Air Conditioner then left because Qian didn't like the crowdedness.
So we all walked to the bench under the Lansdowne Skytrain Station.
[Omggg the wind felt so good. > <]
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Then we all went to the Mc Donald's in Richmond Centre.
And ate 2 large fries with pepper-raped ketchup. (Came up with that at the top of my head.)
......Okay then Qian was being retarded on his iPod and Wilson told him to shut up then we left. o-o
(^ Run-on Sentence)
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Afterward, we were about to go home, but we went to the Arcade place beside the Movie Theatre instead.
Qian was.. kinda close to winning a green iPod nano. He was about to let Wilson try but he...rejected the offer?
Anyways, so we left the mall.. Then some random girl started pointing at us. (Her skirt was cute.)
Wilson proclaimed that the girl was pointing at Qian going: OMG LOOK, IT'S QIAN BAO! and stuff.
I laughed. But I felt as though I saw the girl somewhere though.... Probably just me.
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..Uhhh, so we were walking toward RHS.
Qian needed to get another copy of the Volunteer stuff he has.
Then Wilson and I was waiting outside the damn building.
..Uh, well.
I don't think we said much. LOL. Dead Silence to the max.
Then I had to leave so yeah.
...LOLOLOLOL.
All done, took a while.
Longest writing done in a looong time.
 

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Hey I just feel like ranting about something.
And that something is.... The Retarded Boys in My School.
Seriously, all the guys here seems cocky, retarded and cheap.
I've fallen for these men one too many, because of this experience I believe that all men here are rotted to the core.
So immature and annoying. I will never believe or trust them ever.
Not only their personalities are distorted, so is their interests.
They all watch porn and some are even pedophilic. What is this bullshit.
Many people says all guys watch porn, that's not true.
The pure hearted ones probably doesn't.
Fuck my school. (= =)


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IX

Herro peoples.
I don't think I have posted anything for the week.
So allow me to write review on this week of May.
Monday was a holiday and there was no school, and I just stayed home on the computer LOL.
Tuesday I went to school and it was very average. I think there was a quiz for math. LOLOLOL I feel like I failed it. D:
Wednesday... I was sick. D: We had a Elizabethan Banquet but I totally missed it.
Atleast Sun told me about the cool things. Which was that he won the Insult Hurling Contest and there was a food fight.
The rest was boring apparently. 8D
Thursday.. Ahh I gave Crystal marshmallows, and she lieked. 8) Great that I can talk to her very well now.
Friday, Sun came over and we practiced the singing and shit. Then we wasted time on the ps2. LOL INTENSE GUNDAM!!
Oh, and my stage name has changed again. It is now Shiki. The character for 'Shi' is 'Support, The character for 'Ki' is 'Hope'.
支希 cool right?

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VIII

...So I haven't updated in like 54905734895748957492307 years.
Yesterday, me and Dolly went to Aberdeen Centur. 8B
First we were at Daiso and we saw epic VK persons.
This guy was so hot. LOLOLOLOLOL But he had a gf. >B|
Then then then we were like, high on Frappe and stalked sexy men at Zeal Hair Salon. LOL
And.. duhhhh we went to Yaohan to apply for a job at Iwase.
THEY TOOK OUR RESUMEEEEEEESS WOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
So epic desu! I wonder what will happen next!!!
Then we killed time at Parker.
I found F Cup Cookies. O_O I was super tempted into buying it but I decided not to becuz my mom will think I'm ritardando LOL.
Then then then uhhhhhhh ummm ahhh we looked at clothes and found this this this Hello Kitteh store that was hiring.
LIEK OMG I WANTED TO HAND IN MY RESUME BUT THEN I WASN'T REALLY SURE SO YEAH.
I told my mom about it then she told me to hand it in anyway. [Which I will do today]
And I think we wasted time at Aberdeen again. o_o
And I really like the store David and Goliath now, they're brand is good and the price is worth it too. 8D
I shall buy stuff from there someday.. SOME DAY... MAYBE WITH MY PAYCHECK AHAHAHAA. /shot
Then we went home and yeah.
LOL I tried on the skirt that Dolly made for me, it was PERFECTO MANN. 8D
Then I found pink nail polish in the bag, it works very well desu ne!
I rate yesterday a good 10/10. (Y)


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VII

Ahh, I have not posted for a very long time.
I guess the main event for the past days was that I have been feeling quite down this week.
So down that I have gotten sudden ill feelings frequently, I do not enjoy this at all.
I had my School Spring Concert on Monday and Tuesday.
I went to the one on Monday and was quite fine til I ran into Wilson or Shan too many times.
It scares me a lot, they are my phobia. So I felt depressed after and almost cried on the way home.
The next day, I was so depressed that I was not able to attend school.
Although I had to attend the concert that night, afterall.. I am a flute player in the main Senior Band.
What a pain in the buttocks. (= =)
I started feeling dizzy again and had to go home after the first performance.
[Senior Band has 2 performances, one at the beginning and another at the end.]
It was BS! And then I haven't recovered much since.. So yesterday I refused to participate in PE.. [Sigh]
And today... I am at home right now because I got a stomach ache. I don't really mind, because there is only one block after Lunch.
Although, it is Band. So I feel bed for attending none of my band periods this week.
I can not help it.. Fmylife.


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Lately I have been very bored and can not find anything to do other than computer.
So I've been wondering about practicing my flute for once, I want more anime sheet musics now.
The ones I really want right now is 'only my railgun' from 'Toaru Kagaku no Railgun' and 'Bad Apple!!' from a game called 'Touhou'.
This guy called Seren on Nico Nico Douga have played those 2 songs.. Damn. xP
Here's a link to a reposted video on youtube of those 2 songs by him.
http://64.15.120.233/watch?v=IAMKrm_5_Js   <- only my railgun
http://64.15.120.233/watch#!v=7J6znLEwHmQ   <- Bad Apple!!

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